food for thought

im bulemic im anorexic,

     i get stuffed early, to live long

    

feed me sweet n feed me salt,

most of all how do i control it..

like to devour on foods, of all tastes

but i choose it smart to suit myself..

i punish my binge with a fast,still

i cant resist my comfort food

cook it clean, hygeinic n poisonless,

with supplemets of love n efforts..

but ur guts always have a biproduct

ive eaten plates bowls n hotels,

for the hungry soul ,to be full satiet



my room

today i thought writing abt my room, it came to my mind from recently watching this movie delhi belly, d room they lived in. someone shouldve told d director , they could use our room as a set lol. been a year of living in this heritage site (it comes that its already declared one, it was a millitary hospital campus some 50 yrs bak). its called barracks, made of 6 rectangle rooms, each with one side of abt 50 ft n 10 ft across. single glassless window, knock-n-peek at d same time, by d door which opens wid a streching sound of a spring which pulls it at place behind ur back ( designed for one of our lazy comforts ) . u'll see iron cots wid sliders under it, typical congested hostel wid barely 2 ft of space to walk ( anyway we ddont do aerobics here, just make ur way to ur bed n throw urself in its arms ). but caution walk more carefully than u would in a minefield, or u may crush anything from pen pencils to clothes to bottles glasses mobiles under ur feet ( gross i know , not for being used to it ). once ur flat on ur most fav place, u wont remember how many times uve tried to guess d color of dis fan, layered wid dust. in the rainy season when its damp this fan throws, just to add the beauty around, small small dustballs, call urself lucky one didnt land up on ur nose last night ( pathetic i know, not for being used to it ). u get the price u ask for guessing the background music to sleep wid at night , bet this has no comparison , except for someone finds squeaking of rats that soothing lol.. for last, pls dont ask that do me a favour question to me, when was d last time it was cleaned .. anyway d answer would be..... hahaha    

quotes

my first quote'd be... quotes inspire u for the time long as their size.. still they do fascinate me.. they hit somewhere deep. they dont remain in ur short term memory but may get absorbed into ur subconscious..sometimes i disagree wat it implies..wat i keep wonderin is where n how do i apply them to myself...sometimes it happens to me that theres a tricky situation confronting, n m thinking hard a way out, suddenly some quote surfaces to my mind.. feels like the connections r working lol...it makes d piccture clearer, acting like a nugget..
wat i think is these quotes are situational only...made to help us clinch it so to deal with it better... but they never draw a terminal conclusion..or demarcate wrong or rite... they r just like compressed forms made from extracting the gist of similar situations... so the size of  processing data becomes small, making it easier to analyse...