Today was an empty day..spent just sitting idle, nothing to do..unusually low traffic of patients..can't use computer, coz inverter can't last n make up for 12 hrs of load shedding ocurring since last 2 days (earlier it was 4 hrs).. Bloody whimsical mseb...
So was doin wat I mostly do in such situation..lye in my bed n wonder abt d world...how mundane, eccentric, sloppy, fishy, intriguing, exasperating , exhaustive it is.... I wonder where those clouds went, which poured an unseasonal rain last evening, with gusty winds n thunderstorm lightening.. It was amazing to see , over d view of mountains n jungles...watching it made me feel like a caveman for a moment...
two lizards on the wall caught my eyes, had seen em many times before..dunno if they're a couple, but they're always fighting... One of em is without a tail, other s without a forelimb, both handicaps.. They're my sole entertainment for today.. One wid no hand s fierce, chases its pray from roof to floors..no-tail ones mild, never leaves d roof...may be tails vital for balance required in d acrobatic moves....
I reached out for an old newspaper, editorial talked about the importance of human resources in development..as I read, wheels of my mind started spinning.. Humans r no longer humans but seen as "human capital" which s measured in terms of their productivity n efficiency...education, healthcare r no more just services, but investments..every individual is expected to return the dividends...ultimately development is our only goal...n where it has taken us so far....its simple , either u perform or perish..we r al on same platform...get how suddenly there's a boom of reality shows on tv..that has strained personal relationships... Lives r empty struggles, smothered by our own loneliness, starved of love, n filled with a painful helpless longing of the time slipping out of our hands....n d saddest part is , d picture looks so inevitable...
then i listened these two songs..becoming insane-infected mushroom and bring me to life- evanescence
So was doin wat I mostly do in such situation..lye in my bed n wonder abt d world...how mundane, eccentric, sloppy, fishy, intriguing, exasperating , exhaustive it is.... I wonder where those clouds went, which poured an unseasonal rain last evening, with gusty winds n thunderstorm lightening.. It was amazing to see , over d view of mountains n jungles...watching it made me feel like a caveman for a moment...
two lizards on the wall caught my eyes, had seen em many times before..dunno if they're a couple, but they're always fighting... One of em is without a tail, other s without a forelimb, both handicaps.. They're my sole entertainment for today.. One wid no hand s fierce, chases its pray from roof to floors..no-tail ones mild, never leaves d roof...may be tails vital for balance required in d acrobatic moves....
I reached out for an old newspaper, editorial talked about the importance of human resources in development..as I read, wheels of my mind started spinning.. Humans r no longer humans but seen as "human capital" which s measured in terms of their productivity n efficiency...education, healthcare r no more just services, but investments..every individual is expected to return the dividends...ultimately development is our only goal...n where it has taken us so far....its simple , either u perform or perish..we r al on same platform...get how suddenly there's a boom of reality shows on tv..that has strained personal relationships... Lives r empty struggles, smothered by our own loneliness, starved of love, n filled with a painful helpless longing of the time slipping out of our hands....n d saddest part is , d picture looks so inevitable...
then i listened these two songs..becoming insane-infected mushroom and bring me to life- evanescence
